This is not a joke,
nor a fake or experiment. This is meant seriously. Please respect that.
I’m 32 now, female, and want to get out. Out of the way of living most people seem to see as normal. I don’t want to buy clothing that was made by Bangladesh women who earn not enough to buy food for themselves. I don’t want to buy my groceries in a store where the staff is underpayed and badly treated. I don’t like the fact that have to do those things, because I don’t have enough money to do otherwise. I don’t want to be part of a system that only works by taking from many to give to few.
Because I failed to behave like the market wanted at some point in my life, or because I am simply not fit to play by those rules.
I don’t need human company. I can spend weeks on end without talking to anyone, and I don’t miss it a bit.
In older times maybe I’d become a nun or an hermit or something like that. Unfortunatly I am an atheist and hermits aren’t really in fashion today. Also every square meter of ground is owned by someone who won’t be happy about you living on their patch of land even if they never use it. How can you own land anyway. It is just there.
So I am looking for a place to live. Some remote place with as little contact to other human beings as possible. I am able to do most work, I am not afraid of working outside in all weather and I am not made of sugar. With just 1,58m height I am a bit on the short side and not too strong, so heavy physical work would be a bit of a problem. No mines or tree chopping than. But maybe there are still other things one can do out there, or so I hope. Doesn’t matter where it is or what it is.
I’m not completely stupid and can learn things. I don’t even want to get paid as long as shelter, food and some appropriate clothing as well as health insurance is provided. Electricity is nice, but no must have, as well as running hot water and stuff like that.
I don’t need much. If there is electricity around I would like to continue taking photographs, a book or two, and some wool for spinning and knitting.
I know that it is highly unlikely to find such a place. While looking for it some job I can do from home would help also. Maybe English-German translations, editing texts (German only), doing grafix (if software provided). I don’t have a job at the moment and I know, if I ever go back into my old job as a video journalist, I will be back at the psychiatrist with a breakdown within two or three years. I can’t do things that involve to much social contact, I tried, and I failed. But most jobs today require a lot of exactly that.
I know a lot of people will make fun of this, but it is meant seriously. Please only answer if you have some useful information or ideas. Spread a link to this page to people or organisations who might have the kind of job I look for or might know someone who knows someone. This may be a stupid attempt, but I don’t know what else to do to get the message out.
PS: I’m also greatful for people to spell- and language check this text, since my written English is much worse than my reading skills.
